its one fucking wrong step.
and tears started flowing.
and i thought that i was better than this.
crying is definately much worse than pretending.
what in the hell possessed me to send that message.
i'm such a smart ass.

so how am i going to cope.

so plan into action.
i know what i'm about to do.

and its all just going to make my life easier.


smoking is out the window.
yeah.
i'm proud of myself.
got no withdrawal symptoms so far.
so yeah.
thank you god for helping me.


bestfriend;
i miss you.
i think you know that.
thats for the random messages that never fail to cheer me up.


AMAZING;
thanks for that.
it really was sweet.
we should go out sometime.
yeah.
we should.

you;
just try to understand where i'm coming from.
i thought you knew me.
a perfect reason why i didn't want you to reply me.
and you spit out venom like this.
its the people like you that make me crave for a smoke.
you should know that i miss you.
and i still love you.


jun;
grow up.
i know its harsh.
but tis all i have to say.


sesame street is on.
and i'm watching it cause there is elmo.